Deep searing pain
Ripping my soul into two
Tearing up the insides
I write too much
About this familiar sense of loneliness
That brings about the welling of tears
Threatening to fall

Abandoment
Neglect
Heartache
Worthlessness

In between the sheets
In between trying to numb the mind
All I want is to fall aslepp beside someone
Who will hold my hand till the sun peeks
Through the bamboo blinds
Enough of the boys who
Want nights in the backseats of cars

But I can't forget the scents of boys who call me baby
In the end
They walk away
Like everybody else
And I'm left picking up the jagged shards of my life up

breathe // dream

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