Leonard Cohen

After the pills wore off, I spent the night tossing and turning in bed. Its has finally sunk it that he doesn't want me anymore, that I'm not good enough for him. I'm dreading our dinner tomorrow. How am I supposed to look at him and tell him I know he has been cheating on me?

Its been one hour and ten minutes since I woke up and all I've been doing is cry. Crying while brushing my teeth, crying while drinking water, crying while reading the papers and crying while sitting in front of the computer.

And when I'm not crying, I'm staring into space.

And I can't believe you would still tell me i love you. How long do you plan to lie to me?

I'm hurting so much baby.

breathe // dream

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