Less than a month before I leave for Toronto and there is a lump in my throat and a pain in my heart. There is fear and apprehension and most of all, I feel my heart breaking whenever I think about leaving him.

When you love someone so much it aches not to be with him, when you love someone so much the bed seems too big without him there, I wonder how will I survive without him.

He is my mentor, lover, friend. And the worst part is, I know that everyone I date will be held in comparison with him.

How do you find anyone else when perfection holds you close to him when the both of you lie on the blood red sheets together?

breathe // dream

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