[marked] 12 oct 2003

they marked me. they put a brand on me so that i will always be theirs. i cannot run, i cannot hide and i'm trapped in this existence. but somehow, i don't care. or maybe i don't want to.

[region] 14 oct 2003

this is my world. where i rule. this region that is mine alone. see the rolling hills, the wide streams. they are all mine. the people, the sound that i know so well. all mine.

[dedicate] 15 oct 2003

all i have its all yours. i give it to you. my heart, my soul, all that i am. you could tear me up, rip out my heart but i would still dedicate myself to you.

[forward] 16 oct 2003

go back. go front again. run faster, run forward. don't stop. don't think. move forward. can you feel the blood pulsing?

[final] 18 oct 2003

They told me that this is the end. This is where it all stops. I struggle to find the light at the end of the tunnel because I cannot leave like this

[advance] 20 oct 2003

we move to a new world. they tell us that this new world will be a better one. but as we advance, all i see is more pain, carnage and this loss of innocence.

[commotion] 21 oct 2003

i am a still figure in this ever changing world. people jostle past me but i remain oblivious to all the commotion buzzing around me. i am lost in my thoughts and in the pain that intensifies in me.

[simplify] 24 oct 2003

she stood in a circle as if waiting for time to stand still. this was all too complicated for her. she wants to scream at this. hoping that everything would be simplified. by love.

[saved] 25 oct 2003

in that moment when she jumped off, she knew that she was saved. this incredible lightness as she forgot everything that was troubling her. she was saved - through death

[roses] 27 oct 2003

the velvet texture of the red, red rose that now withers to a crisp stiff shadow of its former self. the death and decay of that which once was love.

[foundation] 4 nov 2003

i wondered if he were willing to be my foundation. if he would be there to protect me from all things that could hurt me. if he could protect he from myself. but what i really want from him is to be my pillar to lean upon.

[balance] 13 nov 2003

there is a fine line between love and hate. we have to strive to keep a balance of it. like ying and yang.

[orchestra] 17 nov 2003

the orchestra plays a piece that only the two of us can hear. you take me in your arms and together we dance in time to the sound. and i feel myself falling in love with you

[iceberg] 20 nov 2003

lets go to the icy tundra and dance on iceburgs. the white winterland and let us press our cheeks against the cold, cold surface and taste the snowflakes

[ready] 7 january 2003

are you ready for the revolution? are you ready for what is going to come? to fall madly in love, to be able to liberate yourself. are you ready to bare your heart and feel?

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